120.

I feel ugly. Even when I was in school and everyone would make fun of how I looked I never felt ugly.

I’ve gained more weight, which doesn’t usually bother me, but right now I just feel so large and uncomfortable. I’m nearing 40, and even though I don’t have wrinkles (because I’m so fat), I can see my skin sagging on my face and it looks gross. I shaved my head a few months ago, and while I’m glad I did it and I loved it, my hair growing in is still so short and it makes me feel ugly.