I’ve been looking forward to today for 2 months! Our town is having Ribfest, and there’s not much that I love more than ribs. Finally there’s something that I want to do where we live, and when the day comes around, I can’t do it.
I don’t know exactly what triggered my anxiety today, big crowds, noisy people, things I’m not familiar with, but it made me completely unable to go and do something I was really looking forward to for a long time. I’m such a disappointment to myself.